From my early childhood I preferred to dress in dresses. I felt so very comfortable wearing female attire than male clothing. I would spend my childhood and teen years wearing my sisters clothing. Many times I would shop for my own clothes and enjoyed the experience immensely. I relished everything feminine and transformation hypnosis.
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It has been a childhood dream to live my adult life as a female. I always felt as though I was a female trapped in a male’s body. Often at times it has been a living hell. So many times I would fight the feminization feelings, which seemed so natural, and force myself to conform to the male dominated world. I would give away my wardrobe and many items associated with my feminized side to purge myself thinking it was wrong to have these feeling.
Thereafter, the feminine feelings would resurface with even more intensity. Dear Madam Raison D’être, I have listened to many of your feminization hypnosis mp3’s and have gone through this cycle of denying my inner true feminine self so many times. The fight against my feminine mind, body and soul has been an exercise in futility. I am a girl and woman in mind, emotion and soul. The only thing that is not completely female is my body and voice. However, my body has several attributes more reminiscent of a girl than boy. I have a small frame that resembles that of a genetic female. It really wouldn’t take much to develop my body to resemble a biological female and I know my mind will be helped with transformation hypnosis.
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I have been working with a psychologist and physician to transition to complete feminization. I did start a regimen of hormones that I am certain would have transformed me to be the woman of my dreams. However, I stopped the hormone therapy after one week; I stopped the hormone therapy out of pure fear, of not knowing what effects the drugs would have on my body. I saw news cast of a transgendered person, the person really looked like a guy in a dress and I don’t want that. There was absolutely nothing feminine about her. It really scared me because I thought is this what I’m going to become? Although several close friends who know my true self have seen photos of me. They were very complimentary of my look. Please don’t view me as being completely vain. But, looking feminine and female is as important to me as being feminine and female and I need your help with transformation hypnosis.
Any assistance with transformation hypnosis, direction or help you can provide would be gratefully appreciated. Your wide array of feminization hypnosis and forced feminization hypnosis mp3’s for people like me is truly remarkable. You are a most amazing person! I would really like to find a way to overcome my fears and inhibitions; I know this can be achieved with feminization hypnosis. I have relived the cycle being feminine and then fighting the feelings so, so many times. I only hope that the cycle will one day be broken.